Saturday, December 28, 2013


İMerry Christmas, dear friends!

Thank you, as always, for your support and your prayers along this journey.  It’s hard to believe that I am 1+ years in, with a little less than a year of my service remaining.  But then when I think back over these past several months and how many things have happened, and all the stories I have to share, it seems plausible. 

With the scarcity of internet and the busyness of life here, keeping up with this blog has been something that has fallen to the bottom of my to-do list for the past several months, but I thought that the Christmas season was the perfect time to update you all on what has been happening here in Trujillo, Honduras.

Now with a year of nursing at the Finca clinica under my belt, I realize how much I have learned and grown as an NP!  Of course clinic days hold many typical situations (lots of respiratory infections and interesting, not-common-in-the-U.S.-skin infections, and intestinal parasites and amoebas, high blood pressure, and ingrown toenail-removing…I never would have guessed that that last one would become commonplace!) but then there have also been the out of the ordinary stories.  A few weeks ago three-year-old Jairo came in with what started as a mosquito bite in his armpit and then progressed over the course of a week into a large, angry abscess, basically a collection of pus the size of a baseball and surrounded by cellulitis or inflamed tissue.  His father told us that he was not sleeping, eating, or moving his arm.  I realized immediately that I would need to open and drain the pus collection, although performing such a procedure on a little person is always a daunting prospect. With the help of my co-nurse, Natalie who held him down and calmed the poor little guy, I administered the anesthesia injections and was able to successfully drain the abscess. (Don’t worry, I won’t describe the mountains of pus that come out!)  After two days of packing the wound and antibiotics, the abscess was drying out and Jairo was once again a happy, active child.  His father and he had walked about 3 hours from their home up in the mountains, and I was thankful they made the journey, before the infection became even more serious.  Thanks be to God that he is doing well now! 

The days that we visit our home-bound patients in Buena Vista, the town up the mountain, continue to remind me why I love nursing here…because of those opportunities to form relationships with people, be welcomed into their simple homes and spend time with them.  Some of you have heard about my patient, Bertila, who has severe diabetes and high blood pressure but has improved greatly now that she is injecting insulin and taking her medications faithfully.  This past month when I visited, she had just returned from Trujillo (the bigger town) where she was visiting two of her daughters.  She happily shared that she would never have been able to visit them at this time last year, but now had the energy to make the trip.  Every month she proudly shows me her insulin bottle (still staying cool in her outdoor stone sink or “pila”) and reiterates how she is watching her diet (few tortillas and only small helping of rice, more beans, eggs, fish and vegetables).  Then our conversations turn to talk about her children (she had 18 in 20 years!) and grandchildren and neighborhood gossip.  When I check her blood pressure and glucose level and oftentimes congratulate her on the results, she never fails to respond with “Primero Dios”, translated more or less “to God be the Glory” or “I owe it all to God”.  What a beautiful outlook…it’s one that I hear expressed so often around here but that never fails to humble me. 

A few months ago I was blessed to be asked to be madrina, godmother, for three neighboring children, Ysmary (3), Levis Isai (6 months), and Selvin (18 months).  They all have visited the clinic frequently over the past year and Selvin’s father works as a watch guard at the Finca, so I have had the pleasure of getting to know them and being welcomed into their families.  I learned about Honduran baptismal traditions along the way as well (it is the madrina’s role to buy the baptismal clothing for the children and decorate white candles…luckily one of our Franciscan sisters let me in on these things a few days before the big day!)  The baptismal Mass was beautiful and I’m glad I have a year left to love my little ahiadas – godchildren.  I love that I now have actual “family” here in Honduras, even more of a connection! 

There are so many nursing stories, and so many of them revolve around the beautiful people around here that I have become blessed to call my friends.  There is Don Nicola, the older gentleman with a twinkle in his eyes and a heart of gold who survived a severe case of malaria and continues to battle severe asthma, who came down the mountain the last clinic day before the holidays especially to wish us a Merry Christmas and thank us for our friendship.  He is currently helping another dear neighboring elderly couple to rebuild their house that tragically burned a few weeks ago.  A few months ago we were surprised by a visit from the mom who gave birth right outside the Finca back in April and her beautiful, curly-haired, bouncy baby girl.  (Ashley and I say that we “half-delivered” a baby that day, as she had actually already slipped out about two minutes before we arrived, but was still attached to the cord and everything).  I will always feel a special bond to that amazingly strong young woman and her darling daughter. 

Life at the Finca with the children, especially during the Christmas time, has held many blessings as well.  Whenever the challenges of being far from home and family, friends and the comforts of life seem to be overwhelming the good moments, spending time with children, reading books, or playing Monopoly, or swimming at the beach, always helps me out of the doldrums.  One of my favorite memories from the past year was putting together a running club.  Getting the kids to enjoy distance running and to train for a Turkey Trot was something that I and one of the other missionaries, Kevin Kuehl, had talked about for a while.  We started practicing in September with a group of kids age 7 to 18 and continued pretty faithfully three times a week.  At first getting the kids, who are used to soccer and sprinting, to run the lap around the Finca fence (a little under a mile) was difficult and we heard lots of complaints (“running is feo- bad”) plus there was the distraction of plenty of fruits just waiting to be picked from the trees along the way, but by then end of November we were conquering the roads outside the farm and running along the beach.  Race day was a great event, with 14 runners, plus some missionaries, and the other kids and adults helping out to mark the course and cheer the runners on.  18 year-old Juan Carlos earned the first place medal, beating out a couple of the missionary guys, but 11 year-old Brayan, who has always been 100% dedicated in every practice and has really learned what it means to find the rhythm, came in right behind the older boys. 

Coaching a group of young runners was something that I had always wanted to do, and never guessed that it would take coming to Honduras to make it happen.  Along with learning every day in my nursing work, I cannot even begin to name the number of things I have learned over this past year…driving a huge stick-shift vehicle without power steering through crazy roads and rivers, Spanish, cooking over an outdoor fire, learning to live in a community of 11-20 people, surviving 2+ weeks at a time without internet or much connection with the outside world, and learning to trust in God in the daily moments of life.  I certainly am not an expert in any of these areas, nor maybe will I ever be, but I know God will continue to give me the grace to continue each day.  Your support means so much to me too…more than you will ever know!  Watching Yadira, our littlest child here, gleefully enjoying her first visit from Santa on Christmas Eve, I know that in spite of all the challenges, I am blessed to be here. 

THANK you all and blessings on your new year!

Love,
Laura

 PS- I couldn’t get any pictures up this time, but look out for them soon!

Sunday, February 17, 2013

4 Months in Honduras!


Dear Friends,
I pray you all are doing well!  I can hardly believe I have been in Honduras for over four months now (and in Latin America for six!)  Much has been happening for us at the Finca lately and I would love to share a few stories with you!  

Life with the children has been full and busy as always.  A new little girl is now calling the Finca her home.  Yadira is two years old and sadly had suffered abuse and neglect before coming to the Finca.  When she arrived a few weeks ago she was also suffering from some medical issues and was developmentally delayed in speech and walking.  Yadira and I have spent a lot of time together over the past few weeks as I have cared for her medical and nutrition needs and worked together with her social worker on her social and motor skills.  It has been such a blessing to be able to watch her progress and see her smiling, giggling, starting to form a healthy attachment to her house mom, and speaking a few words like agua and mama.  She is a beautiful, joyful little girl with a budding sassy personality… she definitely has the “clamping her teeth closed and wagging her finger ‘no’ at me” maneuver down when she sees me holding her medicine syringe! She is the baby of the Finca by about 4 years, so everyone here has fallen in love with her, especially the other little girls in her house.  Keep Yadira in your prayers that she continues to thrive at the Finca!

A few months ago I shared a story about one of our sweet, elderly patients who has uncontrolled diabetes while taking maximum doses of oral medications.  For a while Ashley and I didn’t know how else to help her, but finally we discovered that we could buy insulin at the hospital in town, and we designed a contraption to keep the insulin cool (she does not have a refrigerator)— the insulin is now inside a larger pill bottle attached to a rock, sitting on the bottom of her cool, stone outdoor sink, the “pila”.  I wanted to share that Bertila is now on insulin therapy and has been successfully giving herself injections every night.  Insulin injecting is a difficult concept for anyone, and as I started to educate Bertila in the beginning I could see the fear and anxiety on her face. At one point I doubted whether I had been crazy to be considering this whole idea.  At the end of our time together however she seemed to be growing more confident and with the support of her daughter, I decided to let her try injecting on her own.  When I made the hour and a half climb up the mountain to see her last week, she proudly showed me her 2-Liter Pepsi bottle full of used insulin needles (with the small bottle neck, no one can reach their hand in!), the small bruises on her abdomen to mark her injection sites, and she fished the insulin bottle out of the pila where it was still tied to a rock and staying cool. She has also been taking her other medications for diabetes and hypertension successfully twice a day and has been trying to maintain a low carb diet.  Bertila told me she now felt well enough to visit her two daughters and grandchildren who live in town (they have been asking her to visit them for a year now, but she has never felt up to it until now) and she is making plans to go this week.  Bertila's smile and new confidence warmed my heart…I am so proud of her!

Christmas was a while ago now, but many of you have asked about our holiday traditions at the Finca, so I wanted to share a bit about our Christmas as well.  Every afternoon leading up to Christmas Eve we prepared by holding the Posadas, the traditional reenactment of Mary and Joseph visiting the inns and asking for a place to stay.  The children took turns being Mary and Jesus and every afternoon included lots of singing, readings from the Bible, and a special snack.  The night before Christmas Eve we were joined by The Pescatore family, the original founders of the Finca del Nino—I will have to share their amazing story sometime—who were visiting this year.  Together we ran a regular Santa’s workshop, forming an assembly line to prepare presents for the kids and filling backpacks with little gifts.  Christmas Eve is the big celebration day in Honduras and we started out the day helping the house moms cook a big traditional feast and keeping the crazy, excited kids out of their hair!  Then everyone dressed in their best and we had a special Mass at the Finca, followed by the big party.  Everyone enjoyed mountains of food and then we watched a few Christmas plays featuring the kids and a dance by the older girls.  Next, Santa (a friend of the Finca’s) called each child up by name and gave them their backpacks full of presents…such big smiles all around!  The night ended with a dance (lots of Salsa and fun!), and then everyone forming a big circle outside on the campo (soccer field) at midnight for a final prayer and sparklers and fireworks. 

I’ve been staying busy making cakes for birthdays, holidays, and all the special occasions around here.  For one of our girls, Miriam’s Quinceaneara (15th birthday) at the end of January, I enlisted the help of her 8 year-old sister Seidy to make the chocolate layer cake.  It was actually Seidy’s idea…she first asked me a few months ago when she saw one of the cakes I made for another birthday celebration if she could help me make a “beautiful cake for her big sister’s Quinceanera”.  Seidy was indeed a big help and when the cake was finished (decorated in her sister’s chosen theme of light blue and butterflies), Seidy was proud to have a special way to contribute to her sister’s exciting day.  Now all the other little girls—and boys too—want to help me make and decorate cakes for upcoming celebrations…I think I’m going to have to make a list!

There have certainly been some big celebrations at the Finca lately, but most of my happiest memories have happened in small moments…teaching a new mom of a two week-old and answering her questions about how to take care of her new baby, playing at the beach with the girls of House 2 and finding forty-two perfect conch shells, finishing an asthma nebulizer treatment for a little 10 year old girl with severe asthma and seeing the relief on her and her mother’s faces, reading books with a few of the little boys, teaching Wednesday evening catechism class and hearing the kids pray every time for los pobres (the poor people) and los que no tienen comida (those who don’t have any food) and for their families (many of whom have abandoned them), chatting with one of our Honduran house moms on a warm Sunday evening.  Although it can be hard to be so far from home and you all, it is in these moments that I am blessed to know I am supposed to be here at the Finca.  Every day here holds new adventures, challenges, struggles, and moments of joy with the kids, my patients, and our community.  Thank you all for your continued thoughts and prayers and notes or emails of news and support!  Keep them coming!

For those of you who have asked, my mailing address is:
Finca del Nino
Apartado Postal #110
Trujillo, Colon
Honduras, Central America

God bless and hope to be in touch again soon!
Laura

Sunday, November 18, 2012

First Weeks in Honduras!


As I sit here at our big kitchen table in the missionary house, distracted for a moment by a gecko running up the wall and the ocean waves crashing right outside the window, I can hardly believe that tomorrow marks 7 weeks of being here in Honduras (and 3.5 months in Central America!)  I want to apologize to anyone who has checked my blog out over the past several weeks and has been disappointed by the lack of updates…internet availability is definitely much more limited here than I had previously thought.  Now that work and life here is beginning to settle into some sort of a rhythm, however, I am hopeful that I will be able to be faithful to writing monthly blog posts!  Also letter-writing is definitely a much better option here than I thought.  I would love to hear from you if you have minute to drop a letter in the mail!  

These past 6 weeks have been a time of so many blessings and (good) challenges so far!  There is so so much to say (and luckily I have 2 years of posts to expound moreJ) but one of the greatest things so far for me has been getting back into my nursing—and practicing as a nurse practitioner here for the first time!  The other nurse, Ashley, and I are responsible for the health of all the 40 children at the Farm as well as the staff, including our Honduras house parents, maintenance and security workers, our Franciscan sisters, and the 20 current missionaries.  The kids have been pretty healthy overall but we have had our share of normal childhood issues such as strep throat being shared around the community a few weeks ago. We also follow some children on longterm medications and work closely with a psychiatrist and our social workers. In addition to our Finca community, we also serve the wider community of several small villages ranging from right outside the Finca gate to a good walk up into the mountains.  In the clinic Ashley and I function as receptionist, nurse, provider, and pharmacist!  I have been really pleasantly surprised by the variety of medications in our pharmacy, and that is all thanks to some very generous annual donations. We have a small lab in our clinic where we can check hemoglobin for anemia, blood sugar, and perform urine tests, and I am exploring our options for working with the local hospital to collect more samples and bring them in to their lab.  Our patients are mostly women and their children, and their complaints range from sick visits to well-baby checks to injuries.

It has been wonderful getting to know so many of our patients—our Finca neighbors.  We also take care of several patients with various chronic diseases who need closer care and follow-ups.  Some of these patients aren’t able to make the walk to the clinic (it took us about 2.5 hours roundtrip), so we try to visit them in their homes.   The other day Ashley and I drove up into the mountains to visit a few of our older patients.  We had to park the truck a ways outside of the village, because the road is so terrible and muddy during the rainy season (last week we got ourselves stuck in a rut and had to be helped out…but that is another storyJ).  Then we walked up this steep, narrow, rather treacherous path up the side of a mountain to get to our first patient’s house.  We sat down with her in the one main room of their house where all 8-10 people spanning 3 generations sleep together.  Our patient is a dear, loving older woman with uncontrolled diabetes and high blood pressure, but no matter how poorly she is feeling, she always makes time to talk with us and thank us for coming.  Today her headaches were much less severe, however, and when we checked her blood pressure, it was better controlled than ever before on her new medication regimen.  He blood sugars are still very high, even with max doses of oral diabetes medications and she should be taking insulin, but insulin is very difficult to find and expensive here in Honduras, not to mention our patient does not have a refrigerator!  I am exploring options for getting her insulin though- God willing we will get here started. We were able to talk in depth about good diet choices, but when usual diets consist of large amounts of rice and tortillas and few protein choices besides beans, it is difficult. After our visit we all walked outside her house, and as always I was blown away by the view of the ocean and the verdant green mountains- incredible!  Our patient and her husband thanked us profusely and sent us on our way with fresh bananas, but as usual I left feeling blessed and grateful for being able to be a part of these people’s lives here in Honduras.  

There are so many other blessings here at the Farm too- the children for sure, the community of missionaries I live with, the Faith of the people, but I thought I would close by sharing a few interesting/fun facts!  There are many “creatures” around here, including inside our house…mice and insects you might expect, but what about geckos and scorpions?  (Yes, we have them!)  The other day I was walking down the road, which is heavily shaded by trees, to our women’s faith-sharing group in a nearby village, and I felt something brush past my face and then heard a “smack” on the road nest to me.  One of the other women started yelling my name and pulling my arm and I looked down to see a big, bright yellow-green snake slithering into the brush.  He had just fallen out of the tree and landed at my feet!  Whether he was purposely targeting me and my friend saved my life, I’ll never know, but my heart was beating fast for a long time afterward!  Many of the other interesting/shocking facts about life here, have become more commonplace to me now, and I can hardly remember a time when we had hot showers, dishwashers, and washing machines or could cook over a stove anytime we wanted.  We have to conserve our chimbo (don’t ask me exactly what that is, but it’s what lets us turn on our stove!) so we cook many of our meals over a fogon fire outside.  Speaking of which, I am cooking dinner tonight, so I need to go get the fire started and get the fish cooking soon, so I better sign off.  Living simply has it’s challenges, but it has been an adventure so far for sure!

I hope you are all doing very well and I look forward to updating you more very soon!  God is blessing me here!  Thank you for your thoughts and prayers and well wishes and for keeping in touch in whatever ways you can!  

Love,
Laura

Tuesday, August 14, 2012


Hola from Antigua, Guatemala!   

I can hardly believe I’ve been here almost 2 weeks.  Time has certainly been flying by, and with so much to do and see and experience, this is the first time I am sitting down to actually write a blog post!  So in case any of you are thinking “Guatemala? I thought she was going to Honduras?!”, I’ll remind you that I’m here for two months of Spanish language school in preparation for my mission at the Farm of the Child.  I’m studying at La Union Language school, where I have one-on-one classes for 6 hours every day.  The school, like many other buildings in Antigua, in made up of an outdoor courtyard, surrounded by a few offices and rooms, so that means that we have classes outside! Mi maestra, Brenda, is a great teacher and also full of life and fun, and I feel like I am learning more quickly than I had thought I would, thanks to her.  In the beginning I always joked that the only things I knew how to talk about were parts of the body (thanks to a few basic medical Spanish classes) and food (thanks to, um, Mexican restaurants?!), but I am happy to report that my vocabulary has lately been increasing.  Of course we devote a large portion of time everyday to grammar, and this week I am tackling the past tense…those irregular verbs can definitely be challenging! My favorite part of class is the conversations that my teacher and I share about our lives, families, and the culture in Guatemala.  It’s actually quite amazing how many things we have in common as well! (For example, she comes from a Catholic family with 6 siblings, she loved to swim in high school, and she enjoys adventures too:)

I’m living with a host family in Antigua, about a 10 minute walk from the school.  My host mother takes good care of me and seems to be always cooking up a storm.  Chiqui has 3 grown daughters who all live with their families in the houses right next door to our house, so that means that her 6 grandchildren, ages 4 to 15, are constantly in and out.  The three little boys (4, 5, and 6 years old) are hilarious, but I think I have bonded most with the youngest, Diego, who is always pretending to be a tiger or some sort of wild animal.  He was shy towards me at first, but while he was running through the house growling the other day I told him that I was a bear, and then we got along just fine! All of Chiqui’s family have dinner together at least once a week and are such a part of each other’s lives…the closeness of the Guatemalan families is really very beautiful.

When I’m not in class, I am loving getting to know my fellow missionaries who are taking classes at the same school and living with different families.  It’s been interesting to hear everyone’s different stories about how they came to know about and ultimately commit to the Farm of the Child.  We’ve already had some amazing weekend adventures, and although this is getting long, I’ll share a few with you.  On our first weekend here we traveled to Montericco beach, about 2 hours away from Antigua.  “La playa” (somehow calling it “the beach” now just doesn’t seem right) is famous for its tortugas—sea turtles—which can be sighted on the beach late at night.  We weren’t lucky enough to see any turtles, but the beach was absolutely breathtaking, with black sand and huge waves.  We stayed at a hotel right on the beach and only paid $8 per night.  Some of the highlights of the weekend included running on the beach with some local kids while the sun set ahead of us, taking an early morning boat ride on a nearby river through mangroves surrounded by gorgeous views of the mountains , and eating and drinking my first whole coconut.  Everyone at the beach hotel (and everyone I’ve met in Guatemala for that matter!) was so friendly and welcoming.  When I told one of the waiters at the little restaurant there that it was my brother Stephen’s birthday that day and I had really wanted to call him, he insisted I use his cell phone to call all the way to the US.  We also became friends with a few med students who were preparing for volunteer work in El Salvador, and it was great to talk to them about what the upcoming months in rural clinics might hold for us.

This past weekend we stayed in Antigua and experienced one of the local adventures- climbing the Volcan de Pacaya.  This volcano erupted last in May of 2010 and has been one of the most active volcanoes in Central America over the past 500 years.  Climbing a volcano was definitely on my bucket list, and this experience was certainly no disappointment!  The surrounding areas and mountains were green and beautiful, but once we got to the crater, suddenly all the vegetation and even normal dirt were replaced by dark ash and old lava.  (If you remember the elephant graveyard scene in the Lion King, it looked like that!)  The morning of our climb happened to be very overcast, so at the top we found ourselves surrounded by clouds and mist, a very cool experience.  Occasionally our guide pointed out small vents through which we could feel the heat coming from deep inside the earth.  I got a picture crouching inside one of them, nicknamed “the sauna”, and sure enough it was very warm and moist in there!  We roasted marshmallows over another hot spot! 

All in all it has been an action-packed and learning-filled 2 weeks for me in Guatemala.  I keep thinking of more things to share, but they will just have to wait for next time.  I feel so blessed to be here—to have this chance to learn Spanish and prepare for the two years ahead—and am so incredibly grateful for the support and prayers and encouragement of you all, my family and friends!  I miss you all—don’t forget to keep me updated on what’s new in your lives!

Praise God!   
- Laura :)

Wednesday, July 11, 2012



Dear Friends,

I wanted to share some exciting news with you all! I’m preparing to travel to Central America, where I will spend two years serving as a volunteer Nurse Practitioner in a clinic connected to an orphanage called Farm of the Child in rural Honduras.

The Farm of the Child, “Finca del Nino”, is a community which serves 50 orphaned children, ages 2 to 18, as well as around 200 families in the surrounding mountain villages. At the Farm, the children who have survived poverty, abandonment, and difficult family situations, now receive a good education, health care, spiritual formation, and love, provided by international volunteers and Honduran house parents. As a nurse practitioner, my first priority will be to provide care for the children and staff of the orphanage, but I am also looking forward to serving the people of the nearby villages.

I know that I will receive so many blessings through my work with the people of Honduras which will officially begin on October 1, 2012. I would like to invite you to join me in this new mission as well! First and foremost I ask for your support through prayers for the children of the Farm and the good work being done there, and also for myself as I prepare for these upcoming two years of service. If you are interested I would love to keep you updated on my work through blog postings and pictures.

Additionally, I am in need of financial support to make this mission possible. As unpaid volunteers, we are asked to raise around $7000 which will go directly toward supporting our work, which includes medical supplies, basic living expenses, health insurance, language school, and transportation, as well as the expenses of the orphanage. It would mean a great deal to me if you would consider making a gift to the Farm of the Child in support of my medical volunteer work. A gift at any level is greatly appreciated and needed!

Donations are tax deductable. There are two options for making your donation:

1. Donate with a credit card by following this link to the Laura Shaw Mission Fund:
https://co.clickandpledge.com/sp/d1/default.aspx?wid=56296
If that does not work, you may also follow these steps: go to http://www.farmofthechild.org/, click on Call for Missionaries on the top, click “Our Missionaries”, click on my picture in the bottom row, and then once on my webpage, click “Donate to support Laura’s Mission Fund”.

2. Donate by check- Please make checks payable to “Farm of the Child”, enter “Laura Shaw” on the memo line of your check and send to the U.S. donation coordinator at: Farm of the Child, 1616 Nottingham Knoll Drive, Jacksonville, FL 32225

If you have any questions about my mission or this organization, please don't hesitate to contact me! 
I will miss you all while I am away but would love to stay in touch!

Email: laurashaw1@gmail.com                                     
Phone: 703-732-8847

My Address until July 31, 2012:
707 20th St S.
Arlington, VA 22202

Address starting October 1, 2012:
Finca del Nino
Apartado Postal #110
Trujillo, Colon
Honduras, Central America


Thank you for your support and prayers!